Here I am again! I am still alive. Sorry my journal friends - not been very good lately.
A couple of weeks ago I asked my boss if I will still be in a job after Christmas because my contract runs our in December. I also asked if he would be able to give me extra hours. He raised his eyebrows and looked into the air and said why didnt I come to him sooner he had just employed more people. He didnt think I was interested in the job anymore!! Well I told him that I felt like he was disappointed with me because I couldnt do that job in the afternoons - the one with the unruly kids and the most challenging child in the school. I was new and the teacher was new and we were left in a horrible situation. He said that he had hoped I was strong enough to deal with it. But, he said he wasnt disappointed or cross with me. But, he said I should have explained to him sooner that I was interested in more work! Hmmmph!! He has known me for 6 years and known I have always in that time wanted to be a teacher! Also I have done my morning job superbly - even if I say so myself!
Anyway, they have now run out of funding for my job. They haven not even received the money for what I have done already. The do not know if they will get anymore funding at all after Christmas. So they advised me to look for another job to be on the safe side. I feel like they have just forgotten about me - there is now no positions available they are fully staffed. It could be that the boys I work with could get statements then there would be funding but they dont know when that will be. The teachers I work with are really sad, Im really sad!! I know its been tough for me there but I am starting to get stronger now! Typical!
Anyway, I went to the holiday park yesterday where I used to work. My old boss was there and my friends. I burst into tears. They gave me coffee and hugs! I've now got my old job back!! Hee hee a cleaner with a degree but at least my hoover wont answer back! Im feeling really wierd at the moment - my plans are not going to plan!