Trick or Treat?

Trick or Treat!!!!!

Tags: Trick or treat thru j-land, Halloween, Spooky

Why I have gone private.

 Don't forget to put your clocks back! (In UK!) OOOH Sara means you get an extra hour with Chris!! xxxxx

 

Hi peeps,

Diama asked me why I'd gone private. Very good question Diama! The reason I have gone private is because of my job really.  We were told at our last inset training day that we must be very careful on the internet as because we work with children we are very vulnerable - we could be accused of all sorts. Also any child or parent wanted to find out more about me they could google in my name and get my journal so now its private they cant do that.  We are not allowed to really have Myspace or Facebook or anything like that. I do have a Myspace so Im gonna make that private too. Got to be careful now.

Lainey xxxx

p.s. I know that I havent got everybody on my sidebar so when you leave a comment can you leave your link - thanks. Laine xxxx

A funny for Saturday

Tags: computer jokes, X-factor, friends

Private Journal

Hi Everyone,

These are the peeps Im gonna add to my private journal. If you are not on my list please let me know as I dont want to miss anyone out and please dont be offended if I not got you on my list my head is all over the place! Could you all be so kind as to send me your email addresses too - I think I got most of them! Love Laine xxxxx p.s. you will all get your invite to my private journal soon xxxxx

Aileen

Cherry

Joan

Jeannette (jottings)

Jeannette (travels)

Joan

Jan (Serendipity)

Ally

Stuart

Sara Sara

Chris (Brainwhispers)

Donna (nightmaremom)

Sunflowerkat

Sandra scribbles

Marla

Lyn (brits blog)

Helen

Eileen

Jane (Rattlebox)

Sugar

Zoe

Andy (thebastard)

Happier

Hello all you lovely journal people

Im just popping in to say hi and that Im so sorry I have not been here for a while. I have been very down. All to do with the job situation. Anyway, I have told the school I am not going to do the afternoon hours anymore and that has made me feel much better.  I think it was the situation rather than me mentally that made me feel so down. My good friend has been in touch by text and he suggests I go to the Docs - well Stuart I havent actually made an appointment yet - I know I'm naughty! But I do feel a bit better and I'm getting better by the day. So I think Im going to wait a little while before I do go to see the Doc. Sara and Stuart have been very good to me - loves them I do!

Right Im off now but I will be back.

Love Lainey Laine xxxxx

Thank you

Thank you all so so much for yesterday! What a lovely bunch you all really are!!  I got really fed up today and went to the Head again - he wants me to see him again on Friday to see how I am feeling. He is good and fair with me and I appreciate that.  I do feel better but the afternoon I had today was bad very bad! I have told them that Im not going to do the afternoons if they carry on the way they are!

Thanks Chris I'd love Lamb casserole!! That would def cheer me up!!! Wish someone would cook it for me!!

Love to you all

Laine xxx

p.s. can you tell me if your not on my sidebar coz I dont rely on alerts anymore I visit people through my sidebar so if your not on it I dont visit! Please  make sure you send me your link if your not on it! Thank you so much. xxxxx

Feeling a bit better

Hello everybody,

Im so so sorry I've been away from journals - I hit an all time low last week - I don't think I could have got much lower. I think when you hit rock bottom the only way again is up and I have been getting better - slowly.

Its been a hard few weeks, starting a new job and losing a close friend.

The job is getting better although Im not sure if I will be there forever. Life is too short to be sad but as I say things are getting better so watch this space.

The school I work for have children with very challenging behaviour and emotional problems - children that most other schools would exclude - so as the school has an 'every child matters' policy we as staff have to support that and therefore have to be strong enough to deal with this behaviour - I dont think Im strong enough yet but I hopefully will get there. I want to - I nearly gave up last week but after being in tears in front of the Head and saying how I felt it lifted a huge weight. I hope that things will get better.

As for my friend well - remember I told you all about a friend of mine who left her husband for another man and said she had lots of trouble with her ex-husband. She left her husband in October last year and took the children with her.  Her ex has not yet been granted access to the children who are 11 and 14 (two girls) - anyway she has been telling me that he has been acting unreasonably and the girls dont want to see him.  Im not quite sure what it is he has done that is so bad. Well its a long story but she asked me to write a letter to her solicitor saying that her ex had sent me confidential stuff letters and that (which he had done and I read it all as he was just trying to clear his name) - well she wanted me to say that the letters were unwelcome and I dont wish him to contact me again.  I felt that me writing a letter would just add to making it difficult for him to see his girls.  So I refused to write the letter. I didnt find the letters unwelcoming infact it made me realise that my friend is going over the top a bit in stopping him seeing his girls and I didnt want to make it even harder for him.  I've chatted to him lots on the phone and he is a broken broken man.  She is not very happy with me and said I have hurt her.  God!!!! I'm fed up with people!!  I really dont know why the girls dont want to see him - what did he do that is so bad! I've have known him for 15 years and Ive known him to be a bloody good Dad!! So instincts tell me to not get involved but then now Ive lost my best friend!!!

So all that added to the stresses of a job I thought I would love Ive been pretty down lately.  Why is life so bloody hard!! I wanna just enjoy it and be happy!  Ooooh Im so sorry if all this dont make sense but Ive just come on here and blurted it out.

I miss you all and I thank you for being here.

Laine xxxxxxxxxxx